Skip to main content

Week 18

 


Monday

I was still recovering from being under the weather over the weekend. I spent the day fielding emails and later had a visit from a dear friend, which brought a sense of comfort and calm.


Tuesday

I began the day with an in-house meeting to ensure our team was aligned for an upcoming IEP meeting. Immediately afterward, I tested a couple of students on their unit assessments. I then worked additional students into my schedule and completed remaining assessments needed for upcoming IEP drafts. Throughout the day, I also assisted the head of a committee by fielding emails and gathering information from administration regarding protocols. After finishing multiple emails, I headed home feeling productive but tired.


Wednesday

Wednesday was a day. I spent the first part of the morning testing two students on their state math assessments. I then received an email I had been anticipating—unrelated to my current job—and it was more than I could bear. Shortly after, I attended another meeting that redirected my missteps with a current student. As I walked back to my office, I cried. I wept for what was, what is, and what could be.

Still, I mustered the strength to attend our annual staff Christmas gathering. Even while talking with colleagues, tears rolled down my cheeks. It truly was a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.


Thursday

Thursday brought an IEP meeting that lasted until almost noon. It went well, and I learned valuable lessons along the way. Special education services must be documented exactly as they are delivered—whether through support facilitation within the general education classroom or specialized instruction in a pull-out ESE setting. I learned more about collaboration, teamwork, and being open to guidance on effective IEP formatting.

Later, I helped a group of students complete their ELA unit assessments in my room. This led to important conversations about read-aloud accommodations versus independent reading of passages. After speaking with multiple members of our leadership team, it became clear there is no single definitive “law” on this issue. Best practice, however, is to prepare students for state testing conditions, where passages are read independently on the computer. I’ve truly enjoyed these discussions with our instructional coach—both about instructional dilemmas and future aspirations I’ve begun to contemplate.


Friday

Friday was pajama day—the final day before a two-week hiatus. Teachers prepared elaborate classroom parties, and I visited both teachers and students to wish them a very Merry Christmas. I caught up on paperwork, revisited my ESE “stomping grounds,” and even enjoyed some pizza.

My favorite part of the day was being visited by students who wanted me to know I was an important part of their day. Later, I visited students from previous years and received a hug from each one of them. I ended the day driving my daughter Abby to a movie night near UCF. As I played chauffeur, I listened to uplifting music and let the week slowly settle.



Message


God can and will take broken things and turn them around for His glory. He sent His Son, Jesus, to earth as a baby to rescue us from the brokenness of this world. This is not our home. Jesus returned to the Father to prepare a place for us—and in that truth, there is hope.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Week 12

🌿  Week 12: Choosing Gratitude in the Uncomfortable This week, I made the conscious choice to lead with gratitude. I knew my mindset had to shift if I was going to give my best — not just to my students, but to myself. Each morning, my daughter Abby and I started our day by sharing something we were thankful for at school. It was grounding and intentional — a reminder that even in hard seasons, there is good worth naming. Monday I began the week thankful for my administration and ready to reset my mindset. A morning in-house meeting reminded me that I am not alone in collecting data and that sometimes support shows up where you least expect it. I left that meeting with clarity and a lighter load. Throughout the day, I worked across grade levels — from SIPPS decoding polysyllabic words to practicing partial differences in math to coaching students on plot structure in a leveled reader. I even stretched my comfort zone by teaching small group inside the general education classroom. ...

Week 11

  Week 11 — “Finding Gratitude in the Hard” This week, I began to feel discouraged. Every day felt heavy, and each morning I struggled to find the motivation to walk through the school doors. Monday set the tone early, and before I could settle in,the day was moving at full speed. One student started the day struggling from something that happened before he even arrived at school. His behavior reflected it all day long. Even though he wasn’t on my schedule, I had him join my 5th-grade reading group just to reset. After time to decompress, he was able to return to class calm and ready. Moments like this remind me how crucial it is to seek the  “why”  behind behavior — especially for students with autism. Everyone has hard days. He didn’t need consequences — he needed understanding and a reset button. At the end of Monday, I learned I would be completing an initial IEP for a student I’d never worked with before. I’ve never written an initial IEP on my own — all my students ...

Week 10

  Life of a Support Facilitator – Week 10 “Carry One Another’s Loads” Monday: This week began with an unexpected twist. Fifth grade was supposed to take a Science test, but a nationwide glitch in Amazon’s system took down major platforms — Canvas, Venmo, Zelle, and more. It’s crazy how much we rely on Wi-Fi for our daily needs. With the outage, I spent time creating token boards for students across multiple classes to support behavior. I collaborated with teachers to design systems that would work best for them, knowing that behavior support often involves trial and error. In our county, we focus on positive reinforcement rather than negative consequences. For many neurodivergent students, a token economy system works wonders — typically a board with five stars or symbols leading to a preferred item. Rewards can range from five minutes of computer time, candy, Legos, or a walk, to a photo or special privilege. Once a student earns a star for completing a task, it cannot be taken aw...