When Your Best Doesn’t Feel Like Enough I’ve struggled to find the words to write for the last month. I am in the thick of it—physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. I’ve had to pause, look back, and remember my “why.” As someone who has always found comfort in being in control, this year has challenged me in ways I didn’t expect. How come no one ever told me just how different teaching K–2 students would be from teaching third through fifth graders? Tonight hits a little harder because I am tired. I keep coming back to the same wish: one day that flows smoothly, without any hiccups. I’m still holding out hope that day will come, but I’m learning to notice the moments that go well, even when the whole day doesn’t. This year, I’ve had the privilege of working alongside the district’s instructional and behavioral teams as I learn new tricks of the trade. I attended a workshop called “Dysregulation to Ready to Learn,” led by two wonderful people in our district. One takeaway was ...
What does resiliency mean to me? As I finish another week as a separate classroom teacher, I feel an overwhelming desire to share what resiliency looks like in my life—and to remind myself that I can do hard things. R — Relationships are the foundation of everything I do. My relationships with family, friends, students, colleagues, and mentors deepen when I humble myself, let others see my struggles, and connect on a human level. E — Encouragement is important to give and receive. There are challenges that stretch me, and sometimes another person’s kind words help me recognize progress I cannot yet see. S — Support comes from mentors and others who walk beside me. Their experience and guidance help me find my footing when I feel uncertain. I — Intrinsic motivation comes from within. It is my desire to keep trying, grow as an educator, and become the best version of myself. L — Learning is essential to growth. Every day brings opportunities to become wiser, understand my stud...